"Smiling is the best way to face every problems but also the best way to hide every problems."  

-@dailyteenwords

 

Aku senang ketika hujan turun, karena saat itulah orang orang tidak tahu aku sedang menangis  

-3600 detik

I WISH I WAS BETTER AT TELLING PEOPLE HOW I REALLY FEEL

Because.......I'm tired of this all. All I need is nothing.
Someone please, kill me.

 

tekon.

Tiba-tiba kangen taekwondo di serdadu, my junior high school:')
Biasanya.....2 tahun lalu..... tiap sabtu.... gue dateng ke sekolah cuma buat latihan tekon.
Dari awal emang gue niat, dan disitu gue bisa ngerasain asik, srek, dan enjoy banget.
Temen-temen gue di ekskul itu? Raka, cowok ini asik parah, kocak, gaul, dia mayan jago tekon. Ridwan, biasnya sih gue panggil cogeng, orangnya asik, sipit(?) dia jago juga. Grace, kalo kita gak tekon, gatau deh kenalan dimana lagi:') dia asik, seru, galak._. Salma, dia baru masuk pas kelas 8 sih, paling baru diantara gue raka coging grace. Orangnya... cantik, gangerti kenapa dia tertarik masuk tekon.
Yang gue kangen adalah...ketika gue latihan tekon, disitu gue bisa teriak sekeras yang gue bisa buat ngeluarin semua mumet di otak gue. Itu yang paling bikin kangen. Entah. Gue gatau....kenapa sekarang gue gak bisa tekon lagi. intinya.................gue kangen tekon, serta hidup gue yang 'menyenangkan' dulu itu.,

random feeling, again and again.

Pernah gasih ngerasain capek? Capek sama semua hal. Ngerasa bosen gak berujung, dan semuanya gitu gitu aja. Gaada yang asik, gaada yang ngefek. Semua datar kayak kertas.
Pernah gasih ngerasa gaada yang peduli? Ngerasa semua orang gak nganggap lo ada, ga butuhin lo lagi.
Pernah gasih ngerasa putus asa disaat orang-orang gaada yang ngehibur lo?
Jujur ya.....gue capek loh.

I wanna screaming out as loud as I can

hai. cuma mau ngepost tentang suatu dialog, tugas sih...
cekidot.

Situation: in the park, luthfia is reading book, while Ray and his friends are playing …..

( Ray and his friends come to luthfia and greet her )

Ray         : Hello! I don’t think we’ve met. Are you a new person here? What’s your name?

Luthfia  : Hello. Yes. I just moved here yesterday. I’m luthfia, and you?

Ray         : I’m Ray, and these are my friends. Andra, Iffah, and Siska.

Andra    : Hi Luthfia! I’m Andra, fifteen years old.

Iffah      : hello luthfia! I’m iffah, fifteen years old too.

Siska      : I’m siska, fifteen years old. How bout you?

Luthfia  : I’m fifteen yearsold. I’m studied at 14 senior high school in class X-D. How bout you?

Andra    : You study in 14 senior high school? I’m going to study there too!! I’m in X-G with Ray. Iffah and siska in X-C

Luthfia  : Wow!! Really?! I hope we can be bestfriend.

Iffah      :  Yes, I hope so, We will play here again tomorrow. Would you like to join with us?

Luthfia  : Of course!  My Pleasure. But I have to go now. My mother will lock the door if I come home late. Nice to meet you guys! Bye

All           : Nice to meet you too Luthfia! Bye! Take care

Luthfia  : thankyou guys

Hai readers, pe kabar? kangen aku tak? gaak? oke cukuptaww.
Jadii...besok itu selasa, dan masih sekolah. Tapi gue sempet-sempetin buat ngepost, bcs I'm so fckn miss my blog. Huaaah! Jadi anak sma itu sulit saudara-saudara:''' terhitung dari bulan juli, gue resmi jadi anak sma *sujud syukur* sekarang ini lagi sibuk-sibuknya sama tugas yang tiap hari pasti adaaaaaaaaaaaaa aja tugasnyaT^T I'm tired for sure yeah....  sabodo. gue juga kangen smp, lagi dan lagi. huh junior high school is better-.-v oke yaa udahan dulu..................mau lanjutin segudang tugas, dan belajar karna udah mulai ulangan2 gitu. Bismillah yaaaa semogaaa bisa belajar sebaik baiknya dan se maksimal yang gue bisa.. Semangat semuanya!!^.^9

2 HARI LAGI MASUK SEKOLAAAAH
HUAAAA. Tugas tinggal 'sedikit' lagi
tapi............setelah ini gaakan ada libur lagi. Sibuk sekolah.
Bismillah semoga kuat dengan segala cobaan. Aamiin...
Berharap dengan sibuknya gue nanti dengan pelajaran, gue bisa lupain...............semuanya:')

Panti....

Assalamualaikum wr.wb ;;)
Apa kabar? apa kabar? baik-sehat-Allahuakbar! hm oke itu semboyan di sekolah gue._. hehe pamer dikit;p
Jadi gini... Kemaren, tepatnya hari Kamis, 2 Agustus 2012 gue bersama grup mentor XD besar, ngadain kunjungan gitu ke Panti Jompo di daerah Cipayung. Pas pulang sekolah jam 2an, kita tadarus bareng dulu sampe jam setengah 3an.... nah trus karna ada sesuatu hal, akhirnya kita berangkat jam 3.
Pake kendaraan umum sih, pertama naik angkot 06 sampe SMP 49, trus dilanjutin naik angkot 02 sampe ke pantinya. Perjalanannya lumayan sih, sekitar 1jam-an..
Pokoknya pas udah sampe di panti sekitar jam 4an, kita langsung masuk ke dalem gedungnya, ketemu sama pengurus-pengurusnya ngasih sesuatu trus langsung caww ke musholah disitu buat solat ashar. Setelah sholat asar... kita keliling-keliling gitu... dari wisma nenek-nenek, trus ke wisma anak yang kebetulan lagi ada disitu, sama ke wisma kakek. Pokoknya disitu kalo ketemu sama kakek-neneknya, kita salamin.. mereka senyum seneng deh nyambutnya, terharu nih:'') Rasanya tuh seneng kalo bikin orang lain seneng juga...
Pas di wisma kakeknya, rada takut gitu guenya..-_- oh ya, di panti itu ada deh kakek yang bikin kerajinan dari benang wol, dan pas lagi liat hasilnya gue sama almeera bilang 'wah.. bagus banget kek' trus masa kakeknya bilang gini'kalo bagus biasanya dibeli' trus gue bilang aja gini'kek, kita anak sekolah nih..' dan almeera cuma senyum-senyum gimana gitu... Trus di deket wisma kakek itu, ada panti buat mulihin orang-orang yang rada..hm -not well- gitu.. pas itu ada orang yang nyanyi keras-keras macam konser gitu, hahaks-_- lucu, tapi kasian juga sih...
Di wisma anak, yang keliatan cuma balita-balita gitu ya, lucu sih tapi rela bagi-bagi(?)-__-
Pas di wisma nenek, lagi bagiin makanan gitu kan ya, masa kasian... Gue heran kenapa mereka ditampung di panti ini... anak-anak mereka kemana... semoga ini pelajaran deh buat gue supaya sayang sama orang tua dari kecil{}
Pokoknya ini tuh baru pertama kalo gue ke panti.... dan jleb abis entah kenapa(=|
Seruuu!! silmy winda mia divi indri almeera syahira najma kak yuni luthfia sama temen sebangku gue, nurul big thanks buat kamis kemarin!;D buat aulia yang gaikut semoga kalo ada acara lagi bisa ikut ya;))
Baru sempet ngepost.. maaf yah gaada fotonya. terima kasih pembaca;D
wassalam..

ketemu merekaaa:'')

HAAAI blogger. Ah kangen blogging banget{}
Baru seminggu ya gue pake putih abu-abu tapi tugas udah overload banget......mumetx_x
Capek banget pula....drastis banget ya perubahannya dari smp ke sma:'''
senin ke jumat itu....lamaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa banget, tapi jumat ke senin itu deketttt banget. saya bosan...
kemaren jumat ya, gue sama beberapa temen gue janjian gitu ketemu di smp tercinta *kiw~* 182......
Gue baru keluar dari sekolah aja jam 1.... tapi ada hal-hal yang harus di selesaikan gitu akhirnya baru otw jam 2...-_-
Tapi gaterlalu telat sih... gue sampe di gerbang ketemu sama temen-temen yang sekelas di kls 7, 8, sama beberapa temen seangkatan gue... Pas mau masuk gedungnya, gue disambut sama mayang, langsung gue peluk dia{}
Trus di meja piket ketemu tias, itsna, putri,... mereka juga gue pelukin kok, kangen banget tauu:'')
Lega bisa ketemu lagi... cerita-cerita.. curhat.... aaaa pewe banget deh pokoknya:'')
Pokoknya kemaren seru bangettt! kumpul juga sama deaeo, nopal botak, ipang, astrid, nadila, mytha...
ada fotonya, tapi cek favorite twitter gue aja, lagi males mindahin-_-v

trus.... tadi juga bukber gitu dirumah santo. Seruuuuuu!!!!!! pokoknya sama mereka gamau bosen-bosen. pasti seruu,walaupun rada ngeselin...tetep aja gue syg mereka({}) semoga kita bisa cepet cepet ketemu lagi...gue tau masa-masa sekarang lagi ribet-ribet gitu. pokoknya yang namanya tugas gaada abisnya, lagi dan lagi tanpa diminta. yaudah deh, sekian dulu. buat gue, dan semua redaltron, keep seterong yah ngadepin sma..... tetep saling ngedukung, dan selalu solid ya! gue bakal kangen banget banget sama kalian:"))))

hidup baru...

Assalamualaikum;D
jiahaha jadi alim gini-_- Apa kabarnya pembaca? Semoga sehat selaluu, aamiin. Gue lagi seneng loh hehe. kenapa? YEAH! karna masa MOPDB udah selesai!! dan berarti gue dan teman-teman yang udah mengikuti MOPDB di sekolahnya masing-masing juga udah resmi jadi anak SMA!! yeaaay!!;D MOPDB disekolah gue emang keren, beda dari yang lain, pokoknya mendidik, dan gak disuruh bikin macem-macem yang bikin malu diri sendiri! Bersyukur masuk SMA 14:'') Bismillah semoga di suasana sekolah yang baru, bisa nyesuaiin diri, dan enjoy sama semua temen-temen baru:')
Mau nyimak pengalaman singkat di sekolah gue pas MOPDB gak? Mau aja plis._. hehe
yak! Hari Sabtu, 14 Juli 2012. Itu pra-MOPDB. Di hari itu gue udah ditentuin kelasnya, gue kelas X-D di SMA 14 Jakarta, bersama 39 siswa/siswi lain. Masih rada keinget sama kelas yang lama di SMP.....huhu IX-D:'''
Senin, 16 Juli 2012.
Hari senin itu hari pertama MOPDB, tepatnya pembukaan MOPDB. Disekolah gue ada apel gitu, trus Kepala Sekolah di SMA baru gue itu nerbangin balon tanda MOPDB dibuka... Setelah itu acara di lapangan, kayak olahraga bareng satu angkatan gitu. Seru sih, setelah itu makan bersama, dll gue lupa, pokoknya yang terkahir itu bina Iman dan Taqwa sampe jam 4-an kalo gasalah... SMA 14 tuh kayak pesantren aja yakan? \m/
Di sini, pas pulang sekolah lagi capek-capeknya, gue malah galau..... Karna gak ketemu sama temen-temen sekelas gue yang lama, IX-D, redaltron:''
Selasa, 17 Juli 2012
Hari kedua MOPDB... Pas hari kedua ini, banyak duduk dan dengerin gitu.. Trus ada latihan PBB dari KODAM JAYA sampe tengah hari yang lagi panas-panasnya, bayangin aja........ Oke trus sholat zuhur berjamaah, dll terakhir bina Iman dan Taqwa lagi..
Rabu, 18 Juli 2012
Hari terakhir!! Yaa tadi yang gue inget dikit ada tes matrikulasi, apresiasi seni, trus promosi ekskul gituu... gue bingung mau masuk ekskul apa...*curhat* sampe sore, penutupan MOPDB.... Capek? banget....yaa pokoknya seru deh. Buat kakak-kakak yang udah nge-mos di SMA 14, makasih banyak kak;))

Dan besok ituuuuuuu LIBURR!!! yeay!!\m/ masuk lagi hari senin, dan itu masih pake putih-putih-_- haha
dan hari ini gue gak galauin REDALTRON, karna besok pada janjian ketemu di SMP tercinta, serdaduuuuu:')))) huh just can't wait!:'D
kangen blog juga{}
sekian dulu ya, Wassalam...;D

More than This...one direction

"More Than This"

[Liam]
I’m broken, do you hear me?
I’m blinded, ‘cause you are everything I see,
I’m dancin’ alone, I’m praying,
That your heart will just turn around,

And as I walk up to your door,
My head turns to face the floor,
‘Cause I can’t look you in the eyes and say,

[Harry]
When he opens his arms and holds you close tonight,
It just won’t feel right,

‘Cause I can love you more than this, yeah,

When he lays you down,
I might just die inside,
It just don’t feel right,
‘Cause I can love you more than this,
Can love you more than this

[Niall]
If I’m louder, would you see me?
Would you lay down
In my arms and rescue me?
‘Cause we are the same
You save me,
When you leave it’s gone again,

[Louis]
And when I see you on the street,
In his arms, I get weak,
My body fails, I’m on my knees,
Prayin’,

[Everyone]
When he opens his arms and holds you close tonight,
It just won’t feel right,
‘Cause I can love you more than this, yeah,
When he lays you down,
I might just die inside,
It just don’t feel right,
‘Cause I can love you more than this, yeah,

[Zayn]
I’ve never had the words to say,
But now I’m askin’ you to stay
For a little while inside my arms,
And as you close your eyes tonight,
I pray that you will see the light,
That’s shining from the stars above,

(And I say)

[Liam]
When he opens his arms and holds you close tonight,
It just won’t feel right,
‘Cause I can love you more than this,

[Zayn]
‘Cause I can love you more than this, yeah

[Everyone]
When he lays you down,
I might just die inside,
It just don’t feel right,
‘Cause I can love you more than this, yeah,

When he opens his arms and holds you close tonight,
It just won’t feel right,
‘Cause I can love you more than this,

When he lays you down,
I might just die inside,
It just don’t feel right,
‘Cause I can love you more than this,
Can love you more than this

Payphone - maroon 5

"Payphone"
(Maroon 5 feat. Wiz Khalifa)

I'm at a payphone trying to call home
All of my change I spent on you
Where have the times gone, baby it's all wrong
Where are the plans we made for two?

Yeah, I, I know it's hard to remember,
The people we used to be...
It's even harder to picture,
That you're not here next to me.

You say it's too late to make it,
But is it too late to try?
And in our time that you wasted
All of our bridges burned down

I've wasted my nights,
You turned out the lights
Now I'm paralyzed,
Still stuck in that time,
When we called it love,
But even the sun sets in paradise

I'm at a payphone trying to call home
All of my change I spent on you
Where have the times gone, baby it's all wrong
Where are the plans we made for two?

If "Happy Ever Afters" did exist,
I would still be holding you like this
All those fairy tales are full of shit
[Video:] One more fucking love song, I'll be sick.
[Album:] One more stupid love song, I'll be sick

Oh, you turned your back on tomorrow
'Cause you forgot yesterday.
I gave you my love to borrow,
But you just gave it away.

You can't expect me to be fine,
I don't expect you to care
I know I've said it before,
But all of our bridges burned down

I've wasted my nights,
You turned out the lights
Now I'm paralyzed,
Still stuck in that time,
When we called it love,
But even the sun sets in paradise

I'm at a payphone trying to call home
All of my change I spent on you
Where have the times gone, baby it's all wrong
Where are the plans we made for two?

If "Happy Ever Afters" did exist,
I would still be holding you like this
All those fairy tales are full of shit
[Video:] One more fucking love song, I'll be sick.
[Album:] One more stupid love song, I'll be sick
Now I'm at a payphone

[Wiz Khalifa]
Man, fuck that shit
I'll be out spending all this money
While you're sitting round wondering
Why it wasn't you who came up from nothing,
Made it from the bottom
Now when you see me I'm stunting,
And all of my cars start with a push of a button

Telling me the chances I blew up
Or whatever you call it,
Switch the number to my phone
So you never could call it,
Don't need my name on my show,
You can tell it I'm ballin.

Swish, what a shame could have got picked
Had a really good game but you missed your last shot
So you talk about who you see at the top
Or what you could have saw but sad to say it's over for.
Phantom pulled up valet open doors
Wiz like go away, got what you was looking for
Now it's me who they want, so you can go and take
that little piece of shit with you.

I'm at a payphone trying to call home
All of my change I spent on you
Where have the times gone, baby it's all wrong
Where are the plans we made for two?

If "Happy Ever Afters" did exist,
I would still be holding you like this
All those fairy tales are full of shit
[Video:] One more fucking love song, I'll be sick.
[Album:] One more stupid love song, I'll be sick
Now I'm at a payphone...

Kangen.

Assalamualaikum wr. wb. pembacaa!
udah lama yaaa gak curhat disini....;D;D
apa yang kalian pikirkan setelah baca judul postingan gue diatas? cowok? :p atau....yang lain?
iya gue emang lagi kangen. Bukan sama cowok, tapi temen-temen gue, keadaan hidup gue yang sebelum sekarang, orang-orang di sekitar gue, dan....pokoknya gue kangen.

Temen-temen gue. Temen-temen gue emang pada kemana? Ada ya mungkin di rumahnya masing-masing, tapi bukan gitu. Gue kangen pas gue&temen2 gue pada kompak ngafalin lagu yang 'wow' dan asik banget. Gue inget banget tuh pas semester I, pas hari Jumat istirahat PM sering main kerumah tias. Ngobrol2, nonton dvd, denger musik, nyanyi2, manggil2 gak jelas orang yang lewat, ketawa2 brg, curhat2.... u,u kangen parah pas begitu. Sekarang gue udah jarang ngumpul lagi sama mereka... padahal blm pisah sekolah tapi gatau kenapa kayaknya buat ngumpul jadi satu lagi tuh susah. Susah banget.
Inget gak sih pas kita ngafalin&nyanyi lagunya Katy Perry yang Last Friday Night bareng-bareng?
Inget gak sih pas tiap hari Jumat ngucapin happy friday&TGIF?
Inget gak sih kita pernah ngafalin lagunya Taylor Swift yang You belong with me sama Back to December?


Gue kangen kita yang dulu guys.

okeh segitu aja deh curhatnya. Sedikit lega. Love you guys{}
Kalo postingan gue yang ini menurut kalian lebay, woles ah. Ini blog gue, hak gue buat ngepost. Siapa lo siapa gue yakan.~~;)

Wassalamualaikum wr. wb

Quotes of the day II

Jgn membalas mereka yg membencimu. Tersenyum&berbahagialah di dpan mereka, tak ada yg lbih menyakiti mreka drpd itu. -@AnakGaulFrontal

Smiling is the best way to face every problems but also the best way to hide every problems. -@dailyteenwords

A real friend will never let you down, but they will go down with you to help you up. -@dailyteenwords

Sometimes there is no next time, no second chance, no time out. Sometimes it is now or never. -@Damnitstrue

Some relationships are like Tom & Jerry. They tease and irritate each other, knock each other down, but can't live without each other. -@autocorrects

School may be hard, annoying, and irritating. But admit it, you’re going to miss it when it ends. #viatumblr

I wanna scream as loud as I can. Release the emotion beyond the heart.-@iskandarology

Don't promise when you're happy, don't reply when you're angry and don't decide when you're sad. -@dailyteenwords