maaf?

kata maaf itu emang gampang di ucapinnya. tapi komitmen buat gak ngulang kesalahan yang sama susah buat di jalanin.

thank you for being my friends:')

Oke sekarang disini gue mau ngucapin terima kasih sebanyak banyaknya buat semua temen temen dan sahabat sahabat gue di 9i, dwi, risnanda, laras, rya, oci, salma, vina, dina, etik, pewe, opi, sri, tasya, indira, dan yang *mungkin lupa gue sebutin* karena tadi pagi udah dengerin gue curhat, berusaha ngehibur gue, dan terus ngasih dukungan buat gue. makasih juga buat Naufal, yang berusaha keliatan biasa aja ngadepin masalah kayak gini._. buat tias, yang udah jadi temen sebangku gue sekarang, yang nemenin gue ngobrol&menggila di kelas. buat itsna, nadila, umi, mayang, erza, yang udah nemenin gue ngobrol di kelas. Thank you for being my friends:') {}


*nb
1. gue pengen masalah selesai.
2. gue berharap bisa baikan lagi sama sahabat yang sekarang udah rada jauh dari gue.
gue tau gue gabisa jadi kayak sahabat sahabat lo yang sekarang, mereka emang lebih dari gue. gue tau semua salah gue.

something that I couldn't say.

gue siap nerima apa pun resiko dari keputusan gue.

fav. quotes

Aku senang ketika hujan turun, karena saat itulah orang orang tidak tahu aku sedang menangis -3600 detik

What About Now - Westlife.

Shadows fill an empty heart as love is fading
From all the things that we are but are not saying
Can we see beyond the scars and make it to dawn?


Cange the colors of the sky and open up to
The ways you made me feel alive, the ways I loved you
For all the things that never died
To make it through the night, love will find you


What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?
Baby, before it's too late.
What about now?


The sun is breaking in your eyes to start a new day
This broken heart can still survive with a touch of your grace
Shadows fade into the light
I am by your side. Where love will find you



What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?
Baby, before it's too late.
What about now?


Now that we're here, now that we've come this far
Just hold on
There is nothing to fear, for I am right beside you
For all my life, I am yours


What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?


What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?
Baby, before it's too late..
Baby, before it's too late..
Baby, before it's too late...
What about now?




kenapa gue nulis lyrics nya? karena lagu nya enak.
Lagi males nge-post cerita, jadi ngepost lyrics aja ya^^

Wish You Were Here

I can be tough
I can be strong

But with you, it's not like that at all

There's a girl

who gives a shit

behind this wall

You've just walked through it

And I remember all those crazy things you said

You left them running through my head

You're always there, you're everywhere

But right now I wish you were here

All those crazy things we did

Didn't think about it, just went with it

You're always there, You're everywhere

But right now I wish you were here

Damn, Damn, Damn,

What I'd do to have you

Here, here, here

I wish you were here

Damn, Damn, Damn,

What I'd do to have you

Near, near, near

I wish you were here

I love the way you are

It's who I am, don't have to try hard

We always say, say like it is

And the truth is that I really miss

All those crazy things you said

You left them running through my head

You're always there, You're everywhere

But right now I wish you were here

All those crazy things we did

Didn't think about it, just went with it

You're always there, You're everywhere

But right now I wish you were here

Chorus:

Damn, Damn, Damn,

What I'd do to have you

Here, here, here

I wish you were here

Damn, Damn, Damn,

What I'd do to have you

near, near, near

I wish you were here

Bridge:

No, I don't wanna let go

I just wanna let you know

That I never wanna let go

(let go let go let go let go)

No, I dont wanna let go

I just wanna let you know

That I never wanna let go

(let go let go let go let go let go let go let go)

Damn, Damn, Damn,

What I'd do to have you

Here, here, here

I wish you were here( I wish you were)

Damn, Damn, Damn,

What I'd do to have you

near, near, near

I wish you were here

Damn, Damn, Damn,

What I'd do to have you

Here, here, here

I wish you were here

Damn, Damn, Damn,

What I'd do to have you

near, near, near

I wish you were here

Lagu nya untuk seseorang disana^^:)

something.

impian bokap adalah.... anaknya menjadi bintang. selalu bersinar.

tidak penting.

KENAPA SEMUA NYA BERUBAH? karena...


gue butuh seorang yang mau dengerin gue!

Open Your Eyes! by Maher Zain

Look around yourselves
Can’t you see this wonder
Spreaded infront of you
The clouds floating by
The skies are clear and blue
Planets in the orbits
The moon and the sun
Such perfect harmony

Let’s start question in ourselves
Isn’t this proof enough for us

Or are we so blind
To push it all aside..
No..

We just have to
Open our eyes, our hearts, and minds
If we just look bright to see the signs
We can’t keep hiding from the truth
Let it take us by surprise
Take us in the best way
(Allah..)
Guide us every single day..
(Allah..)
Keep us close to You
Until the end of time..

Look inside yourselves
Such a perfect order
Hiding in yourselves
Running in your veins
What about anger love and pain
And all the things you’re feeling
Can you touch them with your hand?
So are they really there?

Lets start question in ourselves
Isn’t this proof enough for us?
Or are we so blind
To push it all aside..?
No..

We just have to
Open our eyes, our hearts, and minds
If we just look bright to see the signs
We can’t keep hiding from the truth
Let it take us by surprise
Take us in the best way
(Allah..)
Guide us every single day..
(Allah..)
Keep us close to You
Until the end of time..

When a baby’s born
So helpless and weak
And you’re watching him growing..
So why deny
Whats in front of your eyes
The biggest miracle of life..

We just have to
Open our eyes, our hearts, and minds
If we just look quiet we’ll see the signs
We can’t keep hiding from the truth
Let it take us by surprise
Take us in the best way
(Allah..)
Guide us every single day..
(Allah..)
Keep us close to You
Until the end of time..

Open your eyes and hearts and minds
If you just look bright to see the signs
We can’t keep hiding from the truth
Let it take us by surprise
Take us in the best way
(Allah..)
Guide us every single day..
(Allah..)
Keep us close to You
Until the end of time..

Allah..
You created everything
We belong to You
Ya Robb we raise our hands
Forever we thank You..
Alhamdulillah..

Artist: Maher Zain
Album: Thank You Allah

quote of the day

"Terima kasih atas semua yang sudah kau lakukan untukku. Aku selalu senang bersamamu." -Autumn in Paris


 "Ga ada gunanya ngomongin masa lalu. Kita hidup untuk masa sekarang dan masa depan"-High School Paradise 2nd half


"Ketika kau memperoleh keinginanmu, kau kehilangan yang kau miliki" - goloso geloso


 “You can close your eyes to things you don’t want to see, but you can’t close your heart to the things you don’t want to feel”

Aku senang ketika hujan turun karena saat itulah orang-orang tak tau aku sedang menangis" -3600 detik

Gaada ide buat nge-post. Kehilangan temen tuh nyesekin yah:''

mager.

males ngerjain tugas ipa, bikin presentasi power point tentang saraf. mager!! baru disuruh tadi, dan besok harus di presentasiin. kurang kesiksa apa gue? gaterlalu sih selama masih ada internet.
yang gue pikir adalah.... lebih enak flashback tentang 8i, drpd ngerjain tugas ini! mager to the max coy! #dd #curhatangue. apa ceritamu?

8i

Hai. gue mau ngenalin temen temen gue pas kelas 8(8i), ada 30 anak. gue punya banyak kenangan sama mereka, meskipun udah pada pisah kelas, keep solid yah{}. Trus juga kondisi tempat duduk pas kelas 8, sama ada sedikit info tentang mereka juga, seperti fb&twitter. and... check it out!

1.  Abdurahman (amam basandid)

Biasa dipanggil amam. Orangnya lumayan asik, gokil. Duduk bareng ijul. Sering berantem dan main kata-kataan bareng shandira-_-v. pacarnya iput^^

2.  Abi Yoga

Biasa dipanggil abi. Orangnya lumayan asik, tapi kadang pelit-,- Duduk bareng Ali. Dia.... pinter! Pacarnya laras hihiw:3

3.  Achmad Farchan (farchan)

Biasa dipanggil farchan/acan. Gue gaterlalu deket sama dia. Dia pake kacamata, duduk di belakang barisan bareng rizky. Lumayan pinter juga.

4.  Aldila Ari Wibowo (aldila)

Biasa dipanggil aldila. Orangnya tinggi, dan pinter. Asik juga kalo buat diajak becanda, gak pelit jawaban sama gue, haha;D. Duduk sama angga.

5.  Ali Achmad (ali)

Panggil aja ali, tapi anak anak sekelas kadang manggil dia ‘bulu’. Soal dia gue gak komen yah. Jabatannya waktu itu wakil ketua kelas. Duduk sama abi.

6.  Angga Pribadi Sudirja (angga)

Biasa dipanggil Angga, kadang ‘akil’. Orangnya lumayan asik. Duduk sama aldila

7.  Dina Hasanah (dina)

Biasa dipanggil dina. Diaaa.... cantik. Orangnya asiik, pinter. Duduk sama laras di sudut belakang. 

8.  Dito Alifisya Ramadhan

Dipanggil Dito. Mantan ketua rohis. Orangnya lumayan asik. Duduk sama mahendra.

9.  Elyta Febrianti Fitri (elyta)

Dipanggil Elyta ataau ‘paul’. Anak guru ips kls 7-_-v cantik, asik, iseng, demen banget nyisir dan dandan di kelas. Pacarnya sigit. Duduk sama lulu.

10.  Faza Arista (Faza Arista)

Dipanggil Faza atau ‘paja’. Pinter gak nahan, asik, iseng. Duduk sama nadia.

11.  Hani Nur Nadhila (Hani Nurnadhila)

Dipanggil Hani. Pinter, jago bahasa inggris. Duduk sama pewe. Dia itu masih sodaraan sama gue(gue baru tau pas gue kls 7).

12.  Hipzul Achmad Jabbar (ijul)

Dipanggil Ijul. Pinter, iseng, asik, murah senyum, imut:3. Jabatannya waktu itu ketua kelas. Duduk sama amam.

13.  ME! (iffah/iffahhasnas)

Gue biasa dipanggil ipeh atau ‘neng ipeh’. Biar kalian aja yang menilai gue gimana... duduk bareng shandira.

14.  Indira Putriningtyas (indira/indiradira28)

Dipanggil Indira atau ‘dira’. Kalian harus tau dia kembaran gue karna tanggal lahir sama(Oke gak penting). Lumayan pinter, rajin. Jabatannya waktu itu sekertaris 1. Duduk bareng mytha.

15.  Khairiyah (rya/ryeay)

Dipanggil rya. Dia itu 3B(bb, behel, bohay)-_-v. Paling nyantai kalo ada ulangan, demen banget pake kuteks. Jabatannya waktu itu bendahara 2.Pinter, asik, seru. Duduk bareng yosi. dia itu tuh nyolot kalo pake sepatu, pasti sepatu berwarna.

16.  Lulu Nurfatiya (lulu/lulululazt)

Dipanggil Lulu. Pinter, rajin, asik, seru. Duduk bareng elyta. Yang bikin gue inget sama dia tuh.... That Should Be Me nya JB.

17.            Mohammad Mahendra (mahendra)

Dipanggil mahendra atau ‘hendra’. Orangnya pinter, jago bahasa inggris. Duduk bareng dito. Yang bikin gue inget sama dia tuh V-clip nya Bruno Mars yang Grenade<3

18.            Muhammad Rizky Febriansyah (rizky/RzkyFbrnsyh)

Dipanggil Rizky. Orangnya asik, pake kacamata. Duduk bareng farchan.

19.            Mytha Auliani (mytha/mythaaulia)

Dipanggil Mytha. Dia asik, pinter, pelupa,dan sbb. Sering dengerin cerita gue, entah itu karangan ataupun asli tetep aja di dengerin. Haha-_-v duduk bareng indira. Mantannya Rafdi.

20.            Nadia Audina (nadia)

Dipanggil nadia. Orangnya asik, seru. Dia itu warteg dan konter pulsa 8i. Kalo ada yang pesen makanan, keesokan harinya dia bawa. Duduk bareng Faza.

21.            Novita Nadirah Putri (novita)

Dipanggil oppie. Orangnya cantik, asik, seru, blak blakan. Duduk bareng Sri. heboh banget kalo udah ngobrol bareng sri&shandira!

22.            Pradipta Larasati (laras/larasras)

Dipanggil Laras. Orangnya cantik banget:3 pinter, asik, seru. Pacarnya Abi. Duduk sama dina. Seneng banget kalo ngisengin shandira bareng oci dan salma. Laras tuh adek nya shandira LOL

23.            Putri widyastuti (putri)

Dipanggil pewe. Dia pinter, asik, baik. Duduk sama Hani.

24.            Risnanda Tisha Dewi (Risnanda/Starisnanda)

Dipanggil nanda. Pinter, asik, seru. Jabatannya waktu itu Bendahara 1. Duduk sama tasya. Dia itu cantik, banyak yang suka sama dia. enteng jodoh(-_-v) trus ya dia itu sayaaaaaaaaaaaang banget sama mantannya, namanya asmi. pas kelas 8 mereka tuh jadian, trus putus. anak kelas 8i siapa sih yang gatau asmi? dia paling heboh kalo udah ngomongin asmi. beeeeeeeeh.
dia tuh juga bersikap sok bersih di depan gue (._.V)

25.            Salma Azmi (salma/salmamasal)

Dipanggil salma. Pinter, asik, suara nya emas banget. Duduk sama Vina di depan deket pintu. Yang bikin gue inget sama dia tuh kalo dengerin Love Story-nya Taylor Swift sama Thunder-nya Boys Like Girls. Dia juga toko buku berjalan 8i, punya banyak koleksi novel novel terupdate. 

26.            Shandira Deseliane (shandira/deadiraa)

Dipanggil shandira atau ‘unyu’. Pinter, asik. Duduk sama gue, dia itu pendengar gue yang paliiing paling. Sebenernya baik kalo sama gue, kalo sama yang lain kurang tau yah:p tapii dia itu baik kok, sering ke kantin buat beliin makanan kalo ada anak 8i yang nitip. trus.... Shandira juga jualan permen. gope:tiga. seribu:enam. dua ribu: dua belas. kurang? minta bonus aja XD

shandira with sri

27.            Sri Puji Lestari (sri/sritaritari)

Dipanggil Sri. Cantik juga kok dia;) asik, lucu. Duduk sama novita dari kls 7, 8, dan 9.nice-_-. Setiap hari jumat meperin minyak wangi ke Pak Mukhtar. Gue inget sama dia kalo ngeliat susu beruang/bear brand! 

28.            Tasya Fadhilah Prabowo (tasya)

Dipanggil tasya. Diaaa ..... pinter! Gak pelit. Rajin bawa bekal makanan dari rumah pula. Duduk sama nanda.

tasya with oppie

29.            Vina Amelia (vina)

Dipanggil vina. Dia pinter, cantik, lucu, seru. Duduk sama salma.

30.            Yosita Wulandari (yosita/yosisioci)

Dipanggil yosi atau ‘oci’. Suaranya nyaring banget-_-. Lucu, asik, seru. Duduk sama rya. Yang bikin gue inget sama oci tuh.. What The Hell nya Avril Lavigne. Pacaran sama setiadi

Terakhir adalah walikelas kami tercinta... Bapak Mukhtar Hamzah<3

Lahir (entah dimana gue gatau) tanggal 6 juni (tahun sekian).

Dia walikelas paling TOP! Gokil abis! Asik diajak becanda, care sama murid, punya jalan tersendiri buat ngadepin beberapa “problem” kelas. We Love youh:*(with kiss and hug)

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